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Hey there!
I am so cold!!!! Oh my god it's ridiculous!
Right now there is a blizzard! And it's snowing like CRAZY!! There is hardly anyone on the street right now, but I'm inside the warm house with my school sweatshirt on. Because there is no way I'm freezing my butt off!
Ok so like, I have a "little" crush on a boy in my class. His name is Nelson and he's nice to me. I say "hi" to him like everyday and he says hi back to me. I think the reason why I have a crush on him is because of his personality. Like on Thursday I had to stay after school to makeup a quiz and I took the backstairs because it was faster. So I happened to bump into him and I said "Hi Nelson" and he said "What up Candice". *screams* he is cute!
I barely made it up the stairs because of it. He's so nice to me, and I like him alot. Yesterday we had Exams and I was almost late for class. And I kept watching him the whole class period, and I couldn't stop (I know I have issues) but he really has me "head over heels". I seriously don't know what to do with my constant boy crushes. It's driving me crazy! Last night I had a dream that we were going out and I was pissed off because my mom woke me up! I want to have that dream again. He is funny too! He makes me laugh and NEVER does his homework (like me) lol. *sighs* I wish he was my boyfriend........
So yesterday we got out early out of school because of the Exams, and me, nicole, and trishanne went to McDonalds to go eat. As we left McDonalds we are walking Trishanne to her bus stop (we take the city bus downtown) and then these 2 guys were standing at the curb. And one of them directly shouted out to me "Hey you know who you look like? That girl from Bernie Mac!"<--Of course me Candice not taking shit from no one, I stopped at my footsteps. I doubt what he said was a compliment because that girl from the hit-show "Bernie Mac" is dark skinned. I'm dark complexion too but my features look NOTHING like her! So me, trishanne, nicole went right back where that bastard was. But the girl who told me the comment wasn't there, but his friend was. So I walked straight up to the ass and said: "Excuse me, do you really think I look like the girl from Bernie Mac?" and he goes "Yes, she's pretty" (with that big smile on his ass). I know for a fact it WASN'T a compliment. But whatever I moved on.....
I hate Brittany! I want to KILL HER! My friend has been telling me that she has been saying shit behind my back and talking about my skin color. Saying "Oh, I wouldn't want to be her complexion because I wouldn't want to be in the sun"<--that fucking fat bitch better know who the FUCK she is messing with!
Brittany obviously needs to shove a sandwhich up her ass and get a clue that I'm 10 TIMES BETTER LOOKING THAN HER FAT ASS! STUPID BITCH NEEDS TO GET HER ASS FUCKED UP ONE DAY AND STOP TALKING SHIT! If she has something to say, say it to my face! At least I'm a black girl who HAS hair! And I'm not bald like her crappy behind. fucking bitch.
Also, I'm pissed off at Jessica Lowe (brittany's friend) I thought Jessica was a cool person (and friend). But I guess NOT!!! because my friend also told me that she has been LAUGHING at the jokes people have been saying about me behind my back. Some friend SHE is. She's fake as hell! When she's around her lousy-good-for-nothing-stupid friends. She acts like she can't EVEN say hi. especially to my friend nicole. I can't believe Jessica! How could she? I hope I don't have ANY classes with her next semester!!! Jessica only wants to look good for HERSELF so she laughs at people who did NOTHING wrong to her ass. How dare her! I don't want to speak to her again!!!!
I hate Akheem and his fucking sidekick Eric. They are the main 2 boys at my school who have been making the mean comments about me. I'm WARNING THEM! IF THEY HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY THEY NEED TO SAY IT TO MY FUCKING FACE!! DON'T FUCK WITH ME!!!! Just because I'm quiet doesn't mean I'm going to sit there and take their fucking shit!! So like yesterday, Eric was waving to me TRYING to say hi or whatever. So like I GAVE HIM THE FINGER and ran off to the bus stop with my friend Nicole. I HATE eric. He's fake as hell MORE than Jessica! He's always like "Hi Candice" but he says shit about me behind my back!! One day I will FUCK him up if I have to! DON'T TOY AROUND WITH ME BOY!! Akheem is the same. They are both friends and they both talk pure shit about me. They are in Nicole's art class last period and they talk SHIT!! One day I will FUCKING SHOW THEM WHO NOT TO FUCK WITH!!! BECAUSE I COME WITH A WARNING!!
So yup, those are the bitches/bastards I HATE AND WANT TO KILL!! So like on Tuesday Eric thinks my hair is fake (which it is NOT) and he was trying to be funny in front of his friends saying "Where did you get your hair from?" and I was like "Your mom's chest hair!!" and then everyone started laughing. I felt better when I said it because my anger was being held in too damn long!! Ugh. fucking piece of shit!
Well anyway, I wanted to get that out in the open and tell you what I'm going through in my "day to day" basis. And I will give you an update on what I'm planning to do next! I'm telling you, they need to watch out because there is a NEW Candice in town!
*Peace* I'm out!
Sincerely,
