Hello again,

Well I must admit being 16 is the greatest thing ever! I feel as if now my mom can't treat me like I'm 12 or 10. I have more opprotunities coming my way (driving for example!). Can't wait to friggin learn how to drive. My sister still hasn't taught me yet. Or I'll ask my mom to bring me to a driving school or something. because by the time I turn 17 next year I will be getting my license!! (can't wait for that). Yup, being 16 is the best! I'm older than my 3 friends Joy, Trishanne, and nicole lol. I feel so "grown up" lol. I know right now I'm just blabbing to myself lol

Yes, candice did another layout. I was getting sick and tired of the "checkerboard theme" and thought it was giving me a headache and so overwhelming with so much fucking colors!. So I decided to do a early spring layout because spring is coming up around the corner. I did pastel purples because purple is my favorite color. And I found the purple flower picture from yahoo.com and edited the writing and stuff myself. I loved the flower (because it's purple lol) and i thought the picture was clear and pretty. I needed something more "calm" and "sedate". I think the journal looks relaxing and not loud like the other crazy layouts I've had in the past. And as for the Gwen Stefani layout I had before i wasn't really satisfied with it, so i did this instead. And i didn't even have the layout for more than 24 hours! Isn't that unbelievable?

I'm still here with my sister at her college, we didn't even go shopping yet! She said today because she was doing duty downstairs in the office and I was in her dorm room watching t.v and watching MTV lol. She didn't bring me because she thought I would get really bored and there's not much to do. So I decided to stay in her room. Last night around 11pm her 2 friends came in and they were fucking hilarious. They were talking about how 50 cent is not a really good rapper and that he's "commercial" lol. And they say at awards shows, late singers (like Ray Charles) get more recongnition when they are dead lol. And that is so true. When you die people notice you more lol. Why are they giving awards to friggin dead people?? I don't understand. And we watched "The Real World Philidalphia" and "My Super Sweet 16" this spoiled girl "Sierra" thought she was actually a diva! Puh-lease!

I can't stop thinking about my 3 crushes: Alex, Antwone (his friend), and Nelson (a boy in my 3 classes at school). Ugh. I'm narrowing it down to 2 boys that I might have a friggin chance with and that's Alex or Nelson. I'm not too fond about Antwone because we don't even communicate with eachother so what's the point ya know? I say "hi" to Nelson all the time, and as for Alex we talk and we hug and stuff. I'm not sure if he still has a crush on me or what not. I thought he looked cute on Sunday lol, I'm such a girl hehehehe.

Ugh. Girls at my church dress like hookers as if it's fucking highschool or something! it's so outrageous! Their little stupid cliques, they only come to church for friends, socializing with friends, makeup, scam with boys, gossip, looking cute and swearing. I hate my church lol. I didn't go to teen camp twice! last year and the year before because girls can be so catty and lots of tension plus attitudes form alot in the cabins. It's ridiculous. i don't want to go this year because finding a boy to flirt with is mandatory! And there's alot of cute boys there too! But there's also lots of attractive girls too and you find yourself in a "tight" spot because you feel as if your not good enough, and it sucks ass! Ugh, being a teen can suck

Ok I'm going to make a sandwhich because I'm hungry and being greedy lol. Everyone have a nice day!

Love yall *smooches*

LoVe,